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now they're just gone, and i shouldn't care but i do. i seem like the only one that does
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it was years ago, but you were the only friends i had, you helped me through stuff without knowing it and you
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i lived because of you guys but it just doesnt even matter anymore.
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everyone leaves and i just shouldnt be so fucking sad over it. i need to get over it but damn, i miss you guys.
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i miss coming home from a tough day at school, getting on my laptop, and just enjoying my time with you
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i miss all the things that made me laugh and that made me never want to leave
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i miss that feeling i got, that feeling of belonging and friendship..
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sure, we didn't know eachother personally, but i felt like it was real, i felt like we were all friends.
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i thought i was over feeling depressed when i thought of our times... there was a time where i'd think of you g
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guys and i'd smile and laugh a little... now it's back to sighs and sad looks. now its back to hiding in my room
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i just dont know what to do or how to stop feeling this way.
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i dunno, maybe im just being dramatic young me again.
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i just feel lost without friends.. i just feel alone and suicidal again.. i just feel tired.
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im tired of the same routine.. with you guys it was never the same, it was always something different and
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i honestly think it's something i'll always remember; our experience.
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what i felt with you guys is what I've always thought friendship should be...
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i just wish i could know if any of you felt this way, i mean you probably dont but it would be great to have
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i think we all could've been really great friends for a long time
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i wish that could've happened, i really do. i wish i could just message you guys and have an awesome convo
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and then we could message everyone and we all just get on and have fun again
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maybe it wasnt fun to you guys, i dunno, but wasnt it great just to have something to do?
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wasnt it great that we could just get on, come to this chat room, and just start being ourselves and have
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it was like magic to me. one minute life was hard, the next i was talking to you guys, forgetting everything.
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i love you guys so much, and i still think about you guys everyday. i just hope that somehow, someway, we
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can all just get together and just talk for one last time if it has to be that way.
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Yam/Yan/John (Whatever the hell your name is Tak you doof :p)
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It was us, and we were free to be us; free to do whatever.
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if i could just somehow turn back time, and still be with ryan, i would. I'd turn back time and fix things so we
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could still be friends; so that we could all still talk... so that I could just feel free again.
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because now i just feel so... trapped i guess.
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Miss you guys a lot. Maybe I didn't mean much to you guys-- I rarely do...
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But you guys helped me through a rough time and because of you I lived. It may be
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i wish we could have, like, a reunion lol
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