● kaitypop99 :
Its april 29th, 2017, and I still wake up crying from how much I miss you.
● kaitypop99 :
I still think about you throughout my day-- I thought that would stop, but it hasn't. I just miss you..
● kaitypop99 :
But I always fuck stuff up, and you were the one thing I wanted to do right, but yet I still fucked up.
● kaitypop99 :
We tried the friend thing, and I just couldn't do it because of how much it hurt.
● kaitypop99 :
And then we tried the friends with benefitss thing, and that definitely didnt help. I thought that maybe,
● kaitypop99 :
it would help me because I'd be able to be close to you like I used to be, but instead, I started feeling like
● kaitypop99 :
I was just there when you needed to get off-- we never really talked other than that.
● kaitypop99 :
It wasn't my choice to fall in love with you, and it wasn't my choice when you left,